Blech

Okay...so school starts for me on Tuesday, which might I say SUCKS!!! I am so scared. I want to do really really well. And vocal jazz try outs are on Tuesday so that should be interesting. I have to go an learn a piece on Tuesday and then go and sing it in a group on Tuesday. AHHH!!! I'm so freaked out to do this already. I know I was in it last year, but this year I'm totally freaked out about doing it, and I'm really scared that I won't be able to get in. I really want to though.

Oh...drama drama drama. OKAY...SO I'll just have to practice really really hard, right?...but I'm still nervous.

Dan and I are doing better. He has been kind of a jerk lately, so I have basically been letting him come to me to see if he truly cares or not. Sometimes he just seems like he doesn't care or wants to be with somebody else.

Oh yea!! And my good friend Buddy from Prior Lake got kicked out of his house for smoking pot AGAIN!! Seriously, this kid is addicted and it scares me. I wish there was something I could do to convince him that it's probably not a good idea to snmoke ALL OF THE TIME. Especially if your family totally writes you off. This is a case where his parents have caught him so many times beforem and warned him if they caught him again that he would get kicked out. But now he's all mad cause he did get kicked out. OH I HOPE THAT COLLEGE CAN KNOCK SOME SENSE INTO HIM. I would hate to see him spiral downward.

I have been busy lately trying to get organized for school and everything. I really really have to do well this semester otherwise my ass is grass. So I keep hoping and praying that I can find the motivation to get up and do it. I'm so swamped already with my Greek Life and school, that if I do make it into jazz...OH MY GOSH!! Plus I have to volunteer 30 hours for one of my classes...and find a job!?!!? Yea..good luck with that me. MY SCHEDULE IS GOING TO KILL ME!!!!!!!!

Okay, anyway just thought I would give an update. Talk to you later my friends in stress....